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04/13/11

poem: Lessons from Hawaii

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Lessons from Hawaii

 

LESSON NUMBER 1:

FUCKIN MICRONESIANS!

that’s my seventh grade friend

cussin at the boys across the street

rockin swap meet blue t-shirt

baggy jeans

spittin a steady beetlenut stream

yea one of them’s related to me

You know, you’re actually

kinda smart

for a Micronesian

And that’s my classmate

who I tutor through the civil war

through the first immigrants

through history that always

seems to repeat itself

LESSON NUMBER 2:

Micronesian

MICRO(nesian)

as in small. tiny

crumbs of islands scattered

across the pacific ocean.

different countries/nations/cultures no one

has heard about / cares about too

small

to notice. small like how

i feel

when woman at the salon

delicately tracing white across my nail

stops and says

you know you don’t look

Micronesian.

                        You’re much prettier!

 

LESSON NUMBER 3:

Prettier

as in

not

ugly

like those

other

Micronesian girls

who are always walking by the street smiling

rows of gold teeth like they got

no shame with hair greased and braided cascading

down dirt roads of brown skin, down

shimmering dresses called guams and neon colored chuukese skirts

and i can hear

the disgust

in my cousin’s voice

Look at those girls! They wear their guams

to school and to the store like they’re

at home don’t they

know?

This isn’t their country this is America see that’s

why everyone here hates

us Micronesians

 

LESSON NUMBER 4:

I’ll tell you

why everyone here hates

Micronesians

It’s cuz we’re neon colored skirts screaming DIFFERENT!

Different like that ESL kid

whose name you can’t pronounce

whose accent you can’t miss

Different like walmart/7-eleven/mickey D’s parking lot kick its and fights

those long hours

those blue collar nights

Different like parties

with hundreds of swarming aunties, uncles, cousins

sticky breadfruit drenched in creamy coconut

coolers of our favorite fish

wheeled from the airport

barbequed on a spit

my uncle waving me over

Dede a itok! Kejro mona!

Dede come! Let’s eat!

LESSON NUMBER 5:

Headline:

NO ALOHA FOR MICRONESIANS IN HAWAII

Headline:

MICRONESIANS RUN UP HEFTY HEALTH CARE TAB

Headline:

MICRONESIANS FILL HOMELESS SHELTERS

Quote:

We shoulda jus nuked their islands when we had the chance!

Quote:

You know, they’re better off living homeless in Hawai’i

then they are living in their own islands

Joke:

Eh, eh – why did

the Micronesian man marry

a monkey?

Because all Micronesian women are monkeys!

What?

Can’t you take a joke?

LESSON NUMBER 6:

It’s actually

NOT Micronesian

It’s Marshallese/Chuukese/Yapese/Pohnpeian

Palauan/Kosraean/Chamorru/Nauruan/Kiribati/

but when Hawaii insists

on lumping us

all together

when they belittle us and tell us we’re small

when they tell us our people are small

when they give you a blank face

when they give you a closed door

when so many

in Hawaii

hate

Micronesians

when so many

hate

us

LESSON NUMBER 7:

That’s how I learned

That’s how I learned

That’s how I learned

to hate

me.

* for more information on racism against micronesians in hawaii check out this article:

http://www.civilbeat.com/articles/2011/06/20/11650-no-aloha-for-micronesians-in-hawaii/

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Comments

  1. kun.charley@yahoo.com says

    December 10, 2012 at 1:05 pm

    who ever told you, are prettier must have never really seen a real micronesian girl before

  2. kun.charley@yahoo.com says

    December 10, 2012 at 1:08 pm

    and with all these aunties and uncles that we have is one off those reasons whywe are happier and better than them, cause they never really have anyone (love)

  3. teripeters says

    March 11, 2014 at 8:02 pm

    Beautiful and powerful! If only people realized how hurtful and ugly their words can be to a child/teenager. I lived in Hawaii 2010-2011, and I caught the bus everywhere. It was on the bus that I witnessed the harsh discrimination Micronesians dealt with on a daily basis. Good for you for exposing this harsh reality!

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